Testimony - Praise report - NYR2011 - A summary to 2011

Hello everyone who still reads my downregulated blog.. Finally I am updating my blog once more after like 4 months? Haha well the end of 2011 is slowly drawing closer and closer. So before I put down this year and run towards 2012, I want to share with you all what I have been through and experienced throughout 2011. Firstly, I want to say i pretty much achieved most of my 2011 New Year Resolution (NYR). Some of the resolution here might seem funny but .. yea.. its the changes i have aimed and done.. Here is a few that I will touch on in this blog entry.

NYR 2011
1) I want to be cheerful, positive, faithful
2) I wanna have a wardrobe change (yea this one is funny)
3) I want to plan my finances well
4) I want to save up some money (At that point I think I was broke)
5) Complete Church Pledge
6) Continue to learn my guitar
7) LOVE GOD with Passion, LOVE people with Compassion
8) Help and think others

NYR 1 : I want to be cheerful, positive, faithful
Yes, Simple stuff but hard to accomplish. During early 2011 i am still in my degree life and have been through alot things that really made my world turn upside down. I looking back, I have been a person that complains alot on Social Network being alot emotional from time to time. My spirit was broken at the time point of 2010. It was at that time I had my breakthrough and leading to me attending City Harvest Church KL and being touched and restored by the Love of GOD. I was amazed by the people of the Church. They were so cheerful, positive, and faithful. Thats when I made this resolution after trying to understand what made them so awesome. By making the decision for 2011. I start of trying my best to be positive and cheerful. It was hard at first but then gradually i find that I somehow became that way. Having less negative thoughts on daily life. Life became more easier and much happier. It was that time i questioned my self.. what is faith. I really tested and investigated what is really faith. When someone says have faith. What does it mean? "Faith isn't FAITH until it is all you are holding on to" Stay positive! Keep believing!" That is what I found out about faith. Surrendering and totally depending and believing on GOD! That is Faith! and so i really put Faith into my daily life. Seen lots of works of GOD. Faith is truly amazing and powerful. As 2011 progressed, without noticing, I think i did change somewhere here and there.

NYR 2 :
Simple. I just went and got some new clothes. hahaha this is funny. But thanks to my awesome cousin, Joy Angeline Goh's company :) really appreciate her hanging out with me.

NYR 3 & 4 :
At early 2010 I was broke due to spending alot on outings as well as sampling trips down to Johor for 2 times for my final year project. I decided that i have to plan my finances well and start saving up. Church also thought us to plan our finances right and must give tithe back to God besides the usual offering. I slowly work hard on building up finances and I'm happy that finally at the end of 2011 I started to giving tithe. It may be hard at first but I believe I had receive lots of blessings and do feel comfortable to enjoy the fruits of labor. I believe I can continue to grow and plan well for my finances in 2012. Life is not about keeping your finances, its also about giving. That is what i believe.

NYR 5 :
Early 2011, I was quite at the edge with my finances. But then came Brother John Avanzini to challenge us to give over and above for building fund for church pledge. I was having a hard time planning on finances to complete the pledge.. But still i gave to Over and Above. Having faith, believing and it is true that God will bless you even more when you go the extra mile for Him. I did have some complications with my family when I told them i was pledging. But God have blessed me and made my parents healthy and happy with me attending CHCKL which is such a far church. They were against it at first. Always asking me why can't I attend a nearer church. I really cannot explain in any way but to put it in God's hands. It doesn't end here. After pledging, I went hope for my holidays (graduated). When I went home, suddenly my dad suggested to get me a new Laptop. This is an incident that I would never ever though would happen. I never asked for it nor intended to get a new one. I understand its a big sum of money to get a new laptop. But I my dad insisted. I was quite happy actually but thinking for my family i tried to say no at first. At the end i actually got it and my old laptop was left at home for my parents to use. It was all good. My parents have a laptop to use when going out or travel. It was up till later only i got to know that somehow my parents received a sum of money and they decided to get me a new Laptop. Knowing that i was deeply touched by my parents and I also know that this is too good to be coincidence. I am sure it is God blessing me back after I have pledged for building fund and over and above fund. Beside that incident. We had building fund pledge this year as well and also Brother John Avanzini coming back in November and challenge us once more to give in "The Best Christmas Present for Jesus". I willingly gave and find myself being blessed in many aspect in life not only financially or materially. But have awesome new friends for my Masters life. My studies maybe hard but miraculously am still hanging on and doing fine. Life has been good so far.

NYR 6 :
Yes! I did! I restarted to learn my guitar. Imported my guitar on my room from my house. Haha am still working on it. But its a start. :)

NYR 7&8 :
Yup. By these resolves. I started serving in Choir Ministry. Its a big step and bit commitment to do so. But its really a privilege to serve. How can you show someone that you love them if not by action? I serve because I love. I also love people around me as well :)
Helping and think others. Alright this one happened recently. I feel its like a test. Although it was fraud in the end. But i didnt feel sad. I don't know why. One day i was out walking around in my faculty. Humming praise song then suddenly an african approached me and asked for help. He told be his problem and how he need to rush to airport to go back Cape town coz his mother was sick. He asked for a sum of money for transport. I gave to him. He promised to pay back the next week. But he never came back. I know I may seem stupid for giving him money. But I was sincerely trying to help. By that I think its okay. I didnt have big issue with feeling cheated, anger or anything nor i feel that i want to get the money back. May the money bless him if he needed it that much but I just pray that he will never use God's name to do fraud anymore. May he realize it one day and be forgiven by the grace of God.

There you go. NYR of 2011. I can say my 2011 has been getting better and better. God has been faithful and I really think I have been growing in Church since i joined church. For a visitor, to a member, to serving in church. I believe God will continue to mold me in 2012 to who I am to be in His plan. Early december, I actually felt weary with life.. there is so much to accomplish and so much more to do. Besides that, I am really thinking what would I have resolve for 2012. I became quite stressed and weary. But as i attended service last week. God touched my once again and set me free while singing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yb1h4nxyVtU ... I once again experienced his grace and my spirit is once again ignited for 2012. I really need God in my life. To go over and above and beyond in accordance to His plan. Embracing 2012. Andrew. Signing off.

P/S : Its Chromeheart production today!! Woohoo!! its gonna be great!! See you all there!!
http://www.chc.org.my/chromeheart/

Faith Test!

THE BEAUTIFUL SCENE I SAW.. How amazing is God's Creation!!

The Mountain size clouds!!
Flying near outer space!! 37000 feet.. looking down I can see 3 layers of cloud far far away.. really scary if i fall down from here..

This entry is what i wanted to blog about since 2010 december but i didnt had internet back in Tawau due to the efficient TMPOINT that ruined everything.. anyways.. thats not the point.. hahaha what i want to blog about was what really happened on the 8th of December 2010. It was the day when I flew back from KL to Tawau (home). It really is amazing that God gives us test and challenges to let us grow! This airplane flight really was a test of the season for me.. When i joined church i had a couple of things God shown me.. talk to me through services every week.. I knew I need to change.. and to change I am to step out of my safe zone.. into unknown and randomness.. into a condition of insecurity! However.. God constantly told me to have faith.. Now.. what exactly is faith? How do you define faith? People define faith as in a strong believe that something will be done.. But how strong is strong believe? Can it be measured? How do you know that your faith is strong enough? and so these were the questions that normal would pop up when you try to tell yourself to have faith. and it was on that day.. I had my share of faith test.. as these questions appear i came across a quote which is "Faith isn't FAITH until it is all you are holding on to" Stay positive! Keep believing!" THIS QUOTE IS WHAT I HOLD DEARLY IN MY HEART! and so it was on the day of my flight.. the weather was extremely bad.. Not to say there is thunderstorm or anything but the clouds was extremely thick.. and each cloud was as big and tall as mountains! As we were about to take of I popped my headphone on and started to listen to a random song from my music player. The song that i played was "Jesus Lives - Christian City Church" .. as the plane lift of from the ground the plane starts to shake violently... not just swaying left to right but also up and down. and even several times of "falling" which are sudden drop of the plane due to air stream turbulence and cloud interference.. I had my song very loud that time.. when the plane shaked so badly for more than an hour.. I was understand ing the song... feeling the song.. it sang "Our trust is in You..I Walk by faith, My hope is in You... We're the song of praise.. we will shout Your Name.. for the King of Heaven lives today..all the earth will shout.. Lord my soul cries out.. Jesus Live forever He Lives today!!!" Then it came to me... Faith isn't faith when it is all you are holding on to! At that moment.. I closed my eyes and prayed... I prayed that I have faith in the Lord!! That He will grant journey mercy and i will reach home safely... and i just sat there enjoying the song.. feeling all calm and not afraid at all.. i looked to the other people on the plane.. their faces full of fear.. some doing their own prayers.. but being gripped by fear.. I knew my heart was beating fast too... I was also a bit scared of .. what it the plane crash.. its really was a serious turbulence.... even from the start of the flight.. ... .... ... and the song reminded me.. "Our Trust is in You" ... " I Walk by faith, My hope is in You" ... and i finally understood the meaning of faith.. and what does it mean my strong faith.. strong believe.. Faith is completely believing in God... At you darkest times.. where you have no more hope.. or at times where things are uncontrollable.. something that is completely out of your hands.. and at that moment!!! If you are able to pray with all your heart to God and believe in the deliverance of the prayer by God without any doubt.. Its is the strong believe.. as strong as it is everything you are holding on to.. it is like your only hope.. and you believe in it so desperately so strongly that you can say the word and know that GOD WILL DELIVER for it is HIS WILL.. that is TRUE FAITH.. I know.. you might think its all weird and you don't understand it at all.. but now.. just remember this blog post.. and feel it for your own... then you will understand what i mean and what is Faith! The plane stopped shaking when the pilot brought us up to the altitude of 37000 feet which is 7000 feet more than usual flights. When the turbulence stopped I felt that God showed me.. the reward of faithfulness.. even the scene was beautiful.. ... .... eventually the plane gone through more turbulence after that.. but i was at peace and landed safely and had an awesome holiday back at home.. catching up with my old frens and by best buddy.. =) Praise the Lord!!

Life Changing more and more in 2011

Hello Readers! Its been a while.. wait.. i mean a long time since i last updated..So now here is an update! Haha Seriously since last year.. my life has been changing more and more... I can say i really had a big breakthrough and now I am really free to explore more and more in life!! I also had a mini challenge in terms of relationship last year.. and Praise the Lord I broke free from it.. I really learned a lot.. Really our God is a living God.. when you pray with your heart.. when you really know what you want... and really understands what God wants in your life, God will give you those BIG CHALLENGES for you to face... when you strife through it one way or another.. You learn the lesson that God wants you to learn.. Our living God wants us to improve and change everyday!! This was what i was experiencing the past 4 months back in 2010. Now its 2011!!!! Its a big year... year of changes and revolution for many of us... and this year.. I made a Big decision to completely change my inner core values! Its something personal.. I wont tell it here.. but certain people that really talk to me really know or will feel of the change.. By the new year I set lots of resolves... to be honest its my first time setting New Year Resolves.. Seriously its something very very good.. but my set of resolves is just basic and what ever that comes to my mind.. its not the proper S.M.A.R.T resolve... which i have not learnt about it at all.. just heard about the proper way. Wow!!! I feel today my blog is all so theological and philosophical.. so hard to understand even for me.. To make it simple... I have very happy and glad my life has change so much since i joined church and most importantly improve my relationship with God. My life has really been brightened and I see alot path and opportunities in the future. I'm not bragging here but seriously.. It is true.. what happened to me can happen to you too.. you just have to dig in deep into ur heart and change your core value of life... change the complaining into praising!! Anger into grace... Agitation into easy-going happiness... most importantly all that negative thinking, inferiority, impossibility into positivity in all aspects!! and also the most ultimate thing is let the Love of God overflow from your heart so you love others, think others. More of God, less of me.. think for others.. love others.. zero selfishness.. maximum selflessness.. with that i end this blog post.. =) next post coming up.. !

One year has passed!!

On THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 19, 2009 was the day I last posted something on my blog..

Looking back I see the long journey and suffering I went through..

Really a lot had happened..... within this one year... it was the turning point of my life!

There was the period of downfall period of darkness and suffering...and then...

My life entered the season of restoration by the power of God...

Though the years of suffering.. I prayed.. I tried my best to be tolerant to people..

Guess what happened..? Our God is REAL.. HE listens to our prayer... and when the time is right...

HE will touch you with HIS healing hands...

I wont be telling about what basically happened and how I suffered ... That might be my testimony to tell someday... but now...

You can just read my previous post then come back here.. and I will tell you that is the past..before the restoration of God.

I went to City Harvest Church and God touched and restored my heart there...

Now.. all is different.. all has changed.. the worst situations has all dispersed.. and all has become Good... because of the Grace, Mercy and Power of God..I am Restored!

I am renewed..

I am empowered..

I am all fired up..

I shall continue my life and ROCK ON for GOD!! =)

UPM Sem break..

Finally after a long long semester and long long endurance of physical, mental and emotional endurance. I can finally rest at home. With zero stress zero problems and most importantly finally can be my self. This entire semester was filled with all kinds of problems that really really really tested my patience, power, faith and my endurance. What to do. It was a long semester and i am half way in my 3 years course. 3 years is short so things are expected to go harder. But course works are not much of a problem.. Just that as my boss once said.. 人的问题.. people problem. Well with all kinds of people around. There are bound to have conflicts. Just that I don't know why I am seeing so much of it and being force to choose sides. Kinda like dragged in. Why do I have to choose sides. Doing so means i have to join the conflict. =.= so complicated. Life should not be that complicated. Be nice to everyone including ur enemies. Isn't that what every religion teaches everyone? if people don't hold on to religion as life principle. Then there is still moral. Moral teaches us to be good. Where did all these bad things and rage come from in the first place? Is it a virus that spreads? Is there a cure? will the plague be over? All these questions that i think no one considers about and do not look outside the box. Most people just stick to their own perception and never consider for others. Never think of what other people thinks or how other people feels. Mostly are thinking for themselves. Everything for their happiness and never think for others. I think this is the main cause of conflicts. People are never considerate. If only every one can be considerate and care for each other instead of their own happiness. I think things would not be so complicated. =D Well I know this might sound awkward but I think is everyone tries to understand each other and be considerate and put our own ego and self importance behind. Be nice to others. Everyone would be happy. For wat they always say. Giving is better than receiving.. right?? Well I dont know.. these are my thoughts are from what i analyse observing everything remaining neutral at all times. I feel no one is wrong. Just that things happen.. misunderstanding and stuff. Revenge is pointless. Well i dont know.. What i know is I am back at home now.. away from all these problems. So finally i can enjoy some peace of mind. Refresh and restore my mental state. As well as enjoy life. Food ... here i come... hahaha

Mood slowing down and decending lower.

Oh well.. guess what? No progress since my last post. everything seems to get worst.. especially my feelings... I dont know why wrong feelings emerge.. these feelings aren't suppose to be there. but... Guess i have strengthen the walls and wait it out. Its been years since i felt this kind of pain.. plus some other things that cause trouble and problems. Homework that gives stress but no way to relieve it.

Wonder how people could discard their feelings.. emotionless people.. I wish i could discard mine now. Before matters gets worst. Anyways.. Argh... really no mood to do anything. I wish good things will happen soon enough.. I can't stand the current situation. All the fed up, Sadness, and Dullness of life.

Inferiority, Desperation, Depression.

So.. from the last update.. this is what happened so far. Making my life move toward inferiority, desperation and depression. Its like my life for this semester in UPM is not that fun compared to last year despite the problems that pop up.. but now.. this semester.. new problems pop up too... making me so stressed.. how i wish i could escape from UPM for a while.. I do hope my wish could come true.. ...Well.. Inferiority and Desperation.. this two is link together.. whenever i go around now days.. i see.................. it makes me feel inferior.. it reminds me that i am not good enough... then i feel desperate... trying to reach such a target which is so high... and near impossible..instead i start having envious feelings... so sad.. Depression... this is another thing that bothers me alot... I AM DEPRESSED because i am caught between some stupid dispute between students and lecturer.. I am fed up it.. i know i am being hated by everyone because i remain neutral. But Being neutral makes both side think that u are siding with the other side. Why does this happen? Why do i have to be drag down into the situation? War brings destruction. It applies to all including social life. All in all... I am depressed with life now... I really look forward to the holidays.. i really need a break... i want to forget about all these unhappy things. I wish something would turn up and fix this inferior feeling of mine.. because.. i dont know how far more i should go and how high is the target nor where is the target... ... ... ...

Blog Updated!! 28th June 2009

Sorry to all readers.. I've been busy with work.. so didn't update my blog.. I was bored for the holidays.. so i went to work.. then it turn out work made me tired and no time to play or blog.. so i kinda stop blogging for the month.. well.. i'm stopping my job this wednesday... Gonna prepare to leave Tawau once again for education purpose.. BACK TO UPM! haiz... back to suffer.. and enjoy studies.. haha

Ow... I updated my blog to new version with new banner! I just created this banner today and i love it so much.. haha i named it Fly version.. Look at it and you'll understand why.

Ops.. times up.. i gotta go out.. Yamcha session with friends.. so bye bye.. catch ya all later! =)

Do you know how to LOVE?

Love (the couple type of love / BF-GF Love )...
I suddenly decided to blog about it...
coz my fren Serene borrowed me this few books..
They kinda talk about love and the rights and wrong about it...
I read it.. and find what it said is quite true.. and i do agree with it...
NO OFFENCE! But i'm saying this with the basis of my own experience..what i felt and what i saw..

So often, people especially teenagers confuse about love..
It is true.. there is a drive that makes one eager to have a BF/GF when they are teenage..
But that is because of curiosity? Needs? or just merely wanting company?
How much Love is true and how long will the love last..?
YES! You might disagree with me... even so i also disagree with my self..
But the cruel truth.. I saw couples that have been together for years break up..
Not because if quarrel.. but just simply.. the feeling faded away.. no feel..
Don't you think its such a waste... a great couple break up just because of that.. and some couples form so fast ..as fast as getting together after knowing each other for 2 weeks.. Love at first sight you say? But mostly they break up as fast as love at first sight..
and everybody gets hurt..

Why does this happen?

If you want to know why this happens?
The question about a relationship.. what do you want in an relationship?
If you was thinking about holding hands and stuff... then that is the problem...
I dont deny that you cant hold hands or others..
Its just that... that should not be the first thing that cross your mind...

You said you want love... Yes.. Love..?
Define Love...
(now that you have an answer.. what is love?)

Love is actually a very very serious word... a very very very heavy word..
Love is a BIG RESPONSIBILITY..

When one person have strong feeling of attraction for another person.. Its actually called LIKE
When TWO PERSON are STRONGLY LIKING each other.. ... NO! Its just merely LIKING EACH OTHER.. Then what is Love? Love is more than that !!

By now i guess u surely blur about what I am talking about... If you know what I am about to say.. then congratulations.. you know how is to Love someone..

LOVE needs COMMITMENT!! and that means you are willing to sacrifice for the sake of your partner... But this doesn't mean like what you see in TV ... the person suicide when they broke up or failed in chasing the person... NO.. thats not it... The sacrifice we are talking about here is..
To think for your partner.. To care for your partner.. To do things for your partner.. and not asking or wanting anything in return... Always do the best and the best of best for your partner and in your partners interest...

HEY!!! THAT IS NOT FAIR!!! DO THINGS FOR YOUR PARTNER WITHOUT WANTING ANYTHING BACK???

I guess that is what you will say..

and let me tell you.. didn't I mention LOVE is TWO PERSON LIKING EACH OTHER AND A BIT MORE THAN THAT.... THE TWO PERSON BOTH MUST HAVE COMMITMENT!!

Its is not one sided... Its both ways...if you do the best for your partner and your partner do their best for you... then LOVE will be strong and unbreakable...

Yes.. this is hard to accomplish... that is why lots of breakups happen...

So... before you tell the person that you love them... or before you confess... please consider about these.. will you be able to do it? do you truely want them to be your partner for life and forever?? Think carefully... Don't do it just for that momentary fun and need... be serious... or else you will hurt the persons heart.. and you will hurt yourself too... ....
But if you are really sure.. =) then go for it.. LOVE the person with all your heart..

BE COMMITED!
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Aiks... what am I talking about.. haha all these weird things... haha >.< i have no right to say anything actually ... haha I don't even have a girl friend.. hahaha.. I onced tried my best.. but things just have to happen (breakup) no matter how hard i try.. sooo~ forget what I said.. just my stupid opinion... Hahahaha pointless post.. i guess...

LA~LA~LA~ Forget what I said... hahaha i better go play facebook... Talk too much dy..

Friends are back !! Outing time...

"Wo Tie" hahahahaha this is the food we eat when we go outing with friends at night.. well just a small group of my friends that dont go to places like PUBs... will go out with us.. to YAMCHA.. eat "Wo Tie" chit chat ... sounds lame rite? but thats the fun of it.. chat and eat.. in large amount.. haha like 4 person can cover 40-60 Wo Tie... hahaha.. Macam tak pernah makan... but its true... its different from the ones in KL... here is larger and nicer.. compared to KL ones... thats why we really enjoy it... i already went out 2 nights for it.. haha but then seems like there is more to come.. when more friends come back.. then we will go out again.. with our beloved teachers too... Hahaha well... my friends took my picture during the first Wo Tie supper trip,.. well.. i decided to post it here.. haha well u can se the background.. u'll get the idea of the environment... ^^ kinda fun.. for those who are yet to come back... FASTER COME BACK MA.... so slow.. hahaha lets go eat again.. haha Oh well... just have to be patient and wait...hmm maybe next week will have breakfast trip... Giant Donut and go BoBo Bear Drink... Badminton with frens then go eat fujipark ABC... and and Nostalgia trip... i guess... then need go my friends house.. GO TO SCHOOL ^^ need pass my book to mystery girl.. haha as well as give an answer to my teacher regarding the offer.. if its still valid.. that is.. Lots more to go.. ^^ maybe will get a job for next month... haha when i think about job.. it makes time fly by even more faster.. kinda like the time to go back in to UPM is very near.. back to suffer the SUFFERING life... haha double suffer.. hope things gets better.. Hope God guides and leads my life..

Back in TAWAU ◕‿◕

Well as u all know I'm Back in Tawau for a long holiday. Will be leaving during July.. so its long holiday.. but time flies by fast.. i have 2 more years left for my degree.. Oh well... TAWAU!! I came back and enjoyed my peaceful first week.. stayed home... get enough sleep.. catching up with my junior friends through facebook..and contact my good old gang through MSN.. then came the second week.. the previous company i worked with..asked me back to help out in designing catalogs.. Free Coupons.. newspaper advertisement for the opening of a new branch at EASTERN PLAZA... yup.. EASTERN PLAZA.. i blogged about it last year.. its already UP and RUNNING.. bring in new culture to Tawau...

The opening ceremony of the branch shop was SUNDAY... so... my 1 week help out Work ended on that day.. ^^ then the fun part starts.... WHY?? My friends are finally back.. my good old buddy (Neighbour) Nicholas is back.. that means ada KAKI LEPAK.. time to go out and do nothing.. hahaha.. we went to explore EASTERN PLAZA.... and funny is also explored SUKA RAMAI using just 5 minutes... go in then came out.. was curiuos what Suka Ramai which was quite popular some time ago turned into... then came a thunderstorm.. finally cooling down tawau's hot weather.. so we escaped to Nostalgia for high tea.. haha guess what?? NEW MENU... Cool food.. i wanna try .. hehe..

We actually snapped pictures of tawau from the high up car park of Eastern Plaza... these are the pictures.. its so nice there windy and nice view..

My previous Sem in UPM

Well its such a blow... lots and lots of bad things happened.. very tiring and sad semester.. but on the miniture tiny little incibitci good side.. I get to know a few new friends from my public speaking class... DAVIDUS! Yay! OTAKU like me... haha u can check out his blog.. i linked him... he's cool... ^^ ... and well besides that there are some little interesting things.. (for me) that happen in UPM.. first is I SAW IT in the DRAIN... yup .. its an IT... Hahaha A Giant lizard... in the drain... i looked at it.. it looked at me... well good thing it didnt run away.. i get to snap its picture... is so funny.. its like i was passing by with my friends.. then my friends said hey look... lizard in drain... i thought he say just kidding.. but turns out it was true.. talk about its size .. its actually sun bathing in the drain opening... kinda like manhole thingy... i'll show you the lizard later.. be patient..other good thing is ... UPM does have some best scenes of sun set... haha u see my banner?? i got that in UPM too... haha ......

........................ ok ok .. i'll show you the lizard now..

After half a year... finally...

After half a year... finally... i get to touch my blog again... ^^ you know.. when i go back into University... they kinda block out google.. this effects accessibility to Blogger.. so i just left my blog alone.. up till now.. Yay! my blog is up and running.. i replaced my Cbox... tat kinda dissappeared... and also changed the banner and music .. haha or else it will still be stuck at christmas2008.. Well... first thing.. i have to thank ASH because she constantly force me to update my blog.. coz i was kinda lazy to update my blog... due to line problem... and electricity problem in tawau... they just HAVE to blackout everyday... 1-2 hours per day.. sheezh.. they just HAVE TO DO IT... to all those who don't stay in TAWAU u ought to be glad.. to enjoy the fan or air con in such a hot day... Thank your personal God... and for those who are or will be coming back to TAWAU for holidays... Pray to God that weather won't be so hot and the daily electric blackout will stop!!! SERIOUSLY...

Okay.. guess thats all for this entry.. so tune in folks... i mean friends.. XD

Chores.. Kill The Ugly Frog!!??

Wake up!! Its getting late!! Wash the fish Tank!! ~~ That was what i heard while half awake.. My mom was asking me to wake up and help out with chores..

Upon hearing that statement.. i Snug deeper into my blanket... wanting to sleep more and ignore my work..

After a few sleepy and groggy seconds i drag my self up.. away from bed.. and started doing the chores i was given...

WASH THE FISH TANK!!!
I hate doing it.. coz its dirty and time consuming..
HOWEVER!! I learn to KILL the UGLY FROG of you life FIRST!!!
I means that if you have something tat you hate to do... then do it first..
It will make your day after that much more smoother and happier..

Its better than dragging the work along with you ..and keep saying later later later.. you'll feel bad with it all day long...

I'm blogging now since i finish all my chores for the morning...
Beside washing the fish tank.. I washed the Car too...

And now i'm feeling good.. noon have things to do too.. but not that hard to manage.. in fact I'm enjoying my day already ^_^

Well here is the picture of my fish..

Before

After

The Song in my heart NOW!!

The SONG is a Japanese song from Uverworld called Gekidou.. If u see my frenster you'll hear it playing.. if u dont understand .. here is the translation.

My friendster : http://profiles.friendster.com/17085519
Song :http://www.imeem.com/jmusicg/music/NGIo01eV/uverworld_gekidou_full_version/

Translation :

Having keen eyes,
hearing those cliché phrases,
or being someone's copy can't satisfy me.
A spark goes out
it'll one day come at me as the threat of a tiger.

The best play in the house is made at the final period's dose at the first stage
and I don't feel like I can lose this battle.
24/7, come on, fight it out

Even if I'm stuck in a blue world, I'll laugh everything off.
And because I've now lost the sun, I'll go find the moon.

We lost sight of things that were clear before,
and now we're drowning in the sea of our memories.
But why? Why do I act like
I never made those promises and move on to the next passport?

Cloudy,
I've lost my insistence.
I'm tired of the flatterers I meet everyday.
The spark is about to die,
and although it's dying slowly, I won't think twice of what I said.

The best play in the house is made at the final period's dose at the first stage
and I carefully search for the doors to Elysium so that I can send him there.

What you get from pretty words you half-heartedly put down on papers
is just a desperately put together, empty story of pretty words.

Let's leave a bit of our important memories here.
It'll be too heavy to carry them all across the sea.
And the next time we meet, let's joyfully reminisce on these memories.

Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart?
Rebel one, I want to hear, again, the eternal voice.
Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart?
Rebel one, this is the turning point.

G9, that one column confuses the brain alteration from a shock.

Base, ability, mind

Round 1, go ahead and keep barking from that unsightly place.
There's going to be an all-out instant that was gained devouring the discouragements. The punch is full of G9.
And it causes a brain alteration just from its shock.
Rebel one, shake violently again, it'll blow out your eardrums.
Rebel one, shake violently again.

My eyes that can no longer find the sun
will now, never reflect and shine off the moon.
Following my endless desires and wishes,
I'll walk aimlessly, looking for something nonexistent.

We lost sight of things that were clear before,
and now we're drowning in the sea of our memories.
But why? Why do I act like
I never made those promises and move on to the next passport?

Let's leave a bit of our important memories here.
It'll be too heavy to carry them all across the sea.
And the next time we meet, let's joyfully reminisce on these memories.

If we successfully leave them here, we won't drown or discard and meet back here.
Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart?
Rebel one, this is the turning point.

Life after leaving UPM for SEM BREAK!!

Life after leaving UPM for SEM BREAK!! Well i gotta say.. its sure is painful this end of sem.. first i need to leave my frens.. my very good frens.. (roommates=coursemates) .. leave UPM is really like leaving a second home.. i lived there for almost 5 months starting from the painful orientation week.. to enjoyable times with my frens and newfound girlfren.. and ended the sem sadly with the parting with my frens and a breakup with my girlfren.. She have her reasons.. so i have to respect her decision.. forcing to continue won't help much..so.. broke up!! Tats was before the day i went back to Tawau.. however.. i was sad and cant help worrying and thinking about her.. i msg her msn her frenster msg her.. she never replied even one msg.. i was real sad.. up until today.. from a book i bought.. i learned..well sorta like it told me to move on.. gave me a little push.. then.. although sad.. i knew its telling me the right thing to do.. i have to move on... to my future goals(when i make up some tat is.. haha ^_< ) anyway it goes like this.. i left UPM.. real sad.. got even sad after broke up.. then after like 2 weeks at home.. today.. i woke up and moved on.. .. well today! I went out to YAM CHA with my ex school teachers and so junior gals.. i didnt know i was the only boy there till i got there.. all gals.. me one boy.. me shy shy la... haha after hearing their chatter like for 1 hours.. i went home.( Same time my teacher left.. ) then later tonight at 8.30pm i have another YAMCHA session with my ex classmates and my respected Teacher. Mr. Yap. the vice-headmaster(something like tat.. i duno how to call his position) well.. in short.. Wat i learn and realize today is.. Every Negative event has a seed of equal or greater benefit.. so i have to never stop believing this concept.. it will lead my life to greater good.. it actually in your head.. our own point of view in every event negative or positive.. wanna know more about this concept just ask me.. haha i can elaborate for u.. SO NOW!! I'm into self improvement.. tats my goal for my sem break.. well.. by the way.. my sweet cousin find me to chat.. made me so happy.. i hope she will do well in her stpm exams.. wanna say GAMBATEH to her..and my dear cousin.. Day dreaming is good actually.. dont say its not possible.. set it as ur goal.. even if its say high as the sky.. you can reach it!! You just have to believe.. and stretch you hands out for it.. try all u can.. think positive..and you'll shall achieve the height tat you dreamed for..

That all for now.. Coming Soon =)

That all for now..I need to sleep dy... haha so gonna tell wats Coming Soon =)

I will be posting on my trip to mid Valley (no pictures) and My Biology Course night ^^ and also My trip to Times Square/Sungai Wang in my next entry...

Haha late dy... go bath then Zzzzz... Cya all around me bloggy.. ^^

MAHA !!! Second visit!!!

That night... i went back and showed my girlfriend the MAHA pictures... she wanted to go.. do we went two days later... t really was fun... the first visit i only went to 2 halls... MAHA has 4Halls.. so i finished all 4 halls and went to eat with my girl fren and our good fren at the food court.. ^^ Really fun day.. and... special.. thus i shall remember the 21st of August 2008!! Thursday!!

MAHA2008 Wat i saw..THE BONSAI SECTION!!!

PRICELESS ONE!!!
THIS WORTH RM12000.00
WHITE AND BROWN ONE..AWESOME!!!
THE PRICELESS ONE... Look at the roots... OMG!!!!

AFTER TAT!!! WE WENT HOME!!! HEHE TIRED!!!

MAHA2008 Wat i saw..3

Hybrid Fish!! GiantGrouper combo with TigerGrouper..
THE GIANT TIGER GROUPER!!!! Larger than my ARM...
SOme Fish... lol grown via culture technique... cool huh?
Sea Turtle... XD cute!!
Perserved DUGONG!!! sad...