Life after leaving UPM for SEM BREAK!!

Life after leaving UPM for SEM BREAK!! Well i gotta say.. its sure is painful this end of sem.. first i need to leave my frens.. my very good frens.. (roommates=coursemates) .. leave UPM is really like leaving a second home.. i lived there for almost 5 months starting from the painful orientation week.. to enjoyable times with my frens and newfound girlfren.. and ended the sem sadly with the parting with my frens and a breakup with my girlfren.. She have her reasons.. so i have to respect her decision.. forcing to continue won't help much..so.. broke up!! Tats was before the day i went back to Tawau.. however.. i was sad and cant help worrying and thinking about her.. i msg her msn her frenster msg her.. she never replied even one msg.. i was real sad.. up until today.. from a book i bought.. i learned..well sorta like it told me to move on.. gave me a little push.. then.. although sad.. i knew its telling me the right thing to do.. i have to move on... to my future goals(when i make up some tat is.. haha ^_< ) anyway it goes like this.. i left UPM.. real sad.. got even sad after broke up.. then after like 2 weeks at home.. today.. i woke up and moved on.. .. well today! I went out to YAM CHA with my ex school teachers and so junior gals.. i didnt know i was the only boy there till i got there.. all gals.. me one boy.. me shy shy la... haha after hearing their chatter like for 1 hours.. i went home.( Same time my teacher left.. ) then later tonight at 8.30pm i have another YAMCHA session with my ex classmates and my respected Teacher. Mr. Yap. the vice-headmaster(something like tat.. i duno how to call his position) well.. in short.. Wat i learn and realize today is.. Every Negative event has a seed of equal or greater benefit.. so i have to never stop believing this concept.. it will lead my life to greater good.. it actually in your head.. our own point of view in every event negative or positive.. wanna know more about this concept just ask me.. haha i can elaborate for u.. SO NOW!! I'm into self improvement.. tats my goal for my sem break.. well.. by the way.. my sweet cousin find me to chat.. made me so happy.. i hope she will do well in her stpm exams.. wanna say GAMBATEH to her..and my dear cousin.. Day dreaming is good actually.. dont say its not possible.. set it as ur goal.. even if its say high as the sky.. you can reach it!! You just have to believe.. and stretch you hands out for it.. try all u can.. think positive..and you'll shall achieve the height tat you dreamed for..